keep calm Jermain...
no point getting pissed.
its all over.
u may blame your stupidity and judgment towards people.
who else to blame but yourself?
don't take other people as a bin and just dump all your unhappiness at them.
they did nothing wrong.

i should attend anger management courses.
and try to learn to say, i forgive you.

step by step...
i'm getting nearer.

i feel so happy for you. (:
Lucky the incident the other time didn't impact on you that much.
guess i worried too much for you...

anyways, sorry i asked you on a date before confirming my feelings towards you.
after watching avatar with you, i find out that it was merely a crush.
i should really change myself...
i should really double confirm my feelings the next time.
and i will (:

throughout the date, when i first met you...
i found out that the feelings were already gone...
i really really really don't know what to do at that time...
and when we're having our lunch, i felt really awkward..
like i have nothing to say to you...
i just feel like stuffing all the food into my mouth so that i don't have to talk.
and that was the reason i was texting...
so that there are intervals that wouldn't make me so awkward.
during the movie, we didn't talk much...
after the movie, all i wanted was to get myself back home.
there came the part where u wanted to take train with me.
inside, i was OH EM GEE! what do i do now?...
i was praying for the train to go faster...
lucky for me to have manda and jia le texting me at the same time.
so that i have msges keep coming in...
i'm really sorry... i dont know why i'm like this either...

but its glad to know that u got over it so quickly and found yourself a new girlfriend that you liked for so long...
(:
i really feel happy for you all.


Cheers. (:

maybe someday, i will find out that, i'm no longer interested in guys.
they are such a let down.
(:

PEACE.

love them! :D






who said we need guys in our lives.
who said girls cannot live without guys.
who said anything about girls cannot be compared with guys.
thats discrimination.
WE have higher EQ & IQ compared to guys.
WE are the one who give birth to them.
u try asking a male to give birth.
WE are the ones fulfilling their needs.
WHAT? so if one day, all women just disappeared from Earth,
are they just going to find any random hole and stick their penis into it?

WE, don't need them..
THEY need US.

Its an equal society now. So don't look down on us.

2ooth post! (:



Christmas was fun with lunch @ Jolly's
and dinner with legendary 6: Me, JiaLe, SiHui, Manda, Eve, Fer.
ate Astons. and then went to ben & jerry's for ICE CREAM!
the strawberry cheesecake flavour was good! :D
I~ LOVE IT!
HAHA!

camwhored!!! many many of my face! but not gonna upload all luh duh!
(:
i love my team, i love this sport! (:





oh man oh man!!! i'm tired!
gotta finish up projects by tmr! oh crap.


anw, i finally got my heels for presentation! so i wont have to wear my kuku flats to presentation! :D
happy.


missed training today... aw man..

haha should i count it as a blessing?

projects sucls.
gonna go recharge and finish them up tmr!

oakley is here! (:

On the twelfth day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
Twelve drummers drumming,
Eleven pipers piping,
Ten lords a-leaping,
Nine ladies dancing,
Eight maids a-milking,
Seven swans a-swimming,
Six geese a-laying,
Five golden rings,
Four calling birds,
Three French hens,
Two turtle doves,
And a partridge in a pear tree!

yay!~ me LOVE shopping! but. i'm currently broke.
have to wait for that DAMN marc to bank in my pay...
hohoho! shopping shopping! gonna expand my wardrobe! :D
with pretty pretty clothings! ^^

gonna meet up with manda, bel bel & ah le later on! mayb daryl's coming.
@ HOUGANG MALL!

weeee~